The Motivations Behind My Writing

Writing is a multifaceted journey for me, driven by a mix of personal passion, a pursuit of self-growth, the desire to aid others, and a commitment to contribute positively to the world. This journey has been profoundly shaped by both serendipitous events and personal challenges.

Sudden Tragedy and Personal Transformation

Three years ago, my life took an abrupt turn when I began conceiving the idea of constructing 'artificial moons' orbiting Earth to ensure habitable conditions for future generations. However, two years ago, my mother’s sudden, completely pointless death at the age of 70 shook me to my core. Following her passing, my fourth daughter was diagnosed with epilepsy, adding to the chaos and uncertainty. The combination of these events forced me to seek some form of ‘cosmic rationale’ amidst the turmoil, which led to the creation of my first book. This project not only became a cathartic outlet but also a means of processing and understanding the [sudden tragedy] in my life.

The Power of Reader Appreciation

One of the primary motivations driving my writing is the sincere appreciation and feedback from my readers. Their encouragement and positive responses keep me motivated to continue sharing my thoughts and experiences. Sharing these stories has become an integral part of my journey towards self-discovery and personal growth.

Dealing with Loneliness and Frustration

Writing has also become a therapeutic means for me to deal with loneliness and frustration, as I often feel disconnected and isolated. Living alone and spending most of my time alone, I have turned to writing as a way to express my thoughts, vent my frustrations, and maintain a semblance of social connection. While I have engaged in writing therapy, I have yet to see significant benefits, but the act of writing itself provides a form of solace and validation.

Personal and Professional Reflections

From a personal standpoint, I do not view myself as a professional writer. My relationship with writing is more of a passion project than a mandatory profession. I write only when I want to, regardless of whether it provides me with any [bread and butter] or the desire for [views and upvotes]. My objective is to share my stories and experiences, not to seek external validation or accolades. If I do not feel compelled to write, I may go for months or even years without putting pen to paper. This freedom and control have allowed me to write authentically, without the pressures of external expectations.

Writing for this platform is a personal endeavor, where I write my own story without the need for any external motivation. The key to my writing lies in my experiences and the desire to help others by sharing my stories and insights. For instance, last year, when I was admitted to the hospital, I documented my experiences and processes, reflecting on the challenges and triumphs of that period. These writings are not merely for views or upvotes but to provide guidance and support to those navigating similar situations.

Rejection of External Motivations

Some people might urge me to write more and seek more views and upvotes. However, my motivations are deeply rooted in the desire to help others, not just for [views and upvotes]. I believe that the quality and authenticity of my content are more important than the superficial metrics of engagement. The Quora algorithm, which often prioritizes high-traffic and high-upvoted content, sometimes suppresses lighter, yet valuable contributions based on personal stories and heartfelt reflections.

In conclusion, my writing is driven by a mix of personal and professional motivations. While I do not seek external validation, I find solace in sharing my experiences and helping others. Whether it’s through [sudden tragedy], personal growth, or the desire to support others, my writing continues to be a powerful and meaningful part of my life.